FallenKydd

Life's Boring, Irritating And Stress!

2010-07-27T00:21:00.004+08:00

Hey, guys and girls.Back here blogging after a few months.I don't know how long actually.I'm kinda stressed out right now.
Stalkers on the loose!Paparazzis!And a whole lot more.What do they want?I don't understand why actually.Perhaps, it's because of the past.But, why can't they let it go?It's past!What's done is done right?What can they do?Nothing can change what's happen.I just need someone by my side.Friends, family and whoever.But, it seems like I'm alone now.It's all fated this way isn't it?Can't do anything.Just have to accept it eventhough it's very bad.
Well, not updating much right now.Not having any mood now.Take care, people.Have a good night!

Boredom!

2010-06-10T00:03:00.003+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
I'm back here blogging in the middle of the night.
Boredom is killing me.
And I don't know why I'm so tired today!

Well, I think I'm recovering from something.
Very bad thing.
Okay, it's glue sniffing that I'm talking about.
I no longer glue sniff.
But, the side effects are here.
I'm so tired of it.
Can it just stop right now?
I can't take it anymore.
Sick and tired of it already.
Well, I'm trying my best to maintain.
Don't worry!
I'm keeping up the good work!
It's real bad right now.
Think I'm going off now.

Well, till here I blog for now.
Wanna go get some rest after checking my stuffs!
Have a good night!
Take care!

Blurred, Blank & Tired!

2010-06-06T11:28:00.003+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
Back here blogging on Sunday morning.
Not much of updates recently.
As you can see, I don't blog that much now.

I've been very tired recently.
I just don't know why.
I feel so weak.
And I'm going to meet Pixie later.
Going Mustaffa Centre.
She wanna go get some stuffs.
As for me, I gonna shop for shades.
I don't know who else will be joining.
Guys, my prepaid is low.
Will be topping it up tomorrow.
Will update you guys when I top up alright?

Till here, I blog for now.
Going back to sleep.
Will be updating soon.
Have a nice day.
And take care!

Back In Town!

2010-06-04T00:46:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.

I'm back here blogging after a few months of M.I.A.
LAUGH OUT LOUD!
Now, currently online.
Chatting with a few of people.

Well, just now.
What happened was, I went to Bukit Gombak!
Met Pixie, Ifah and Blade.
Just slacking around.
And had some serious talk.
I've got something to say.
I'm not blogging much today.
I'm kinda busy now.
Updating stuffs.

Till here I blog for now.
Have a good night!
And take care stalkers!

Rise and Shine!

2010-02-03T13:36:00.002+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
Good afternoon!
I'm back here blogging after a long sleep yesterday.
Was totally shagged yesterday!

Met Fate last night to pass her a pair of boots.
She's having a school photoshoot.
Today's plan is, to meet Didi and then proceed to Woodlands.
To meet a group of Butches and Lesbians, as usual.
Who else will always be with me other than them.
Will be meeting Didi at Bedok View Secondary School after his shoot.
Have to be there by 7pm latest.
Now, I'm online while thinking of what I'm gonna wear today.
I'm so god damn confused and very lazy to dress up.
Sorry if I didn't went online again as promised last night.
I was asleep and I can't stand the tiredness in me.
The bed is like haunting me to go to sleep.
Alright guys and girls.
Anything see me online or text me.

Till here, I blog for now.
Will be updating soon.
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Gays And Lesbians!

2010-02-02T20:45:00.003+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
Back here blogging at 8.50pm.
God damn tired.

Met Kecik and Zee just now.
To pass Kecik's clothes for her graduation day.
Tonned at Erica's place yesterday.
That's why I didn't go online last night.
Well, maybe, meeting Fate today, to pass her a pair of boots.
For her photoshoot tomorrow.
Well, basically, won't be updating much now.
I'm just plain restless.
And someone is criticizing Mira for being a LESBIAN.
Like what the hell!
Get a life, slut!
You're worst than the ones at Geylang!
Please, get a life.
Wanna find fault in TAGBOARD!
Stop it with that childish attitude!
Okay, that's all folks!
Have to chill!
Got nothing to do now.
Not alot of people are online.
Anything just chat with me at MSN.
Or text me.

Till here I blog for now.
Good night!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Back Blogging!

2010-02-01T10:39:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
I'm back blogging at 10.45am.
With a freaking dread face.
I'm god damn tired.

But, I can't go back to sleep.
Will be meeting Didi later to cut his hair.
And meeting Zee and Kecik to pass clothes.
And I repeat, the clothes are for Kecik's graduation night.
Well, now, currently chatting With Khairudin Bin Abu Nain and Loh Yi Xin.
They're in class, but went online.
Like my attitude last time in class.
Never even study, but go online doing they're own stuffs.
Well, gonna get some rest now.
Just text me or see me in MSN okay?

Till here, I blog for now.
Will be updating when I get back home.
Good morning!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Can I Be Yours, One Of These Moments?

2010-02-01T04:37:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.
I'm back here blogging after 1 and a half hour's time.
I can't sleep and I don't know why.
Just thinking and confused at the same time.

Stoint texted me just now.
Still being a total asshole.
I don't get him.
I already asked him to move on and have explained everything.
But, he seemed not to understand it.
And he keeps on forcing me to meet him.
How I wish I can just banish him to the World Of Sorrows and shut his trap.
Well, now I'm thinking about what's gonna happen in my future.
Should I get into a relationship?
Or just stay single for the time being?
If I wanna get into a relationship, who will it be?
Should I just follow up with the crush and love I'm having now?
Or just leave it that way as friends and take things slowly?
Well, I don't know right now.
Who knows what's gonna happen in future.
Please, guys and girls!
I need help and advises please!
Do contact me through my phone or in MSN okay?

Till here I blog for now.
Will be updating at night later.
Good morning!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Confuse State Of Mind!

2010-02-01T02:55:00.001+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
I'm back here blogging at 3am.
Dad used the computer till 2.30am just now.
Was so freaking pissed off with him.
And when I came home, he tried being nice with me.
But, no!
He got the wrong person to trap.

Fought with Mom, Dad and 2nd Sister again.
But, I'm still here standing strong.
Went slacking with whole lot of Lesbians, Butches and 1 Straight Guy.
Let me name all of them okay?
Didi, Mus, Erica, Nina, Elfiy Hyqal, Elfie Sky, Mun, Nat, Reena, Yan, Kiki, Kecik and Zee.
That's all that I remembered.
I don't think there's more.
13 people is like 30 people.
The craziness, the laughter and happiness brought by them, lightened up my day.
Thanks, all of you.
Really appreciate it alot.
Well, feelings are growing, but, not depending on it that much, though.
I don't know what's up with me recently.
I'm just plain confused with myself.
Okay, okay.
Stop this crap.
It totally sounds weird.
But, look on the bright side.
Weird is Unique!
So yeah, go to hell with what people gonna say.
It's my life anyway.
One way or another, people will still have to accept it.
Later, need to meet Didi to give him a haircut.
Then, need to meet Zee and Kecik.
To pass them some clothes.
For Kecik's graduation night!
And yeah, some people asked me to go online.
But, they are not online.
Like what the hell right!
Make my blood boil only.
Guys and girls, anything just chat with me in MSN.
Or text me at both numbers.

Till here, I blog for now.
Don't worry!
I will be updating soon.
Good night!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

In Love With A Butch!

2010-01-31T03:02:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
I'm back here blogging at 3.05am.
Well, a good and bad day today.
Fought with Mum and Second Sister today.

Well, I got a big news!
It sounds crazy, but I don't care!
I'm in love with Didi.
A butch, for the first time!
I'm not blogging much today.
His photo is on top.
Just check it out.

Till here, I blog for now.
God damn tired!
Anything text me.
Good night!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Put This In A Poster Or Magazine, Anyone?

2010-01-27T05:15:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

Back here blogging in the morning.

At 5.15am.

Can't sleep yet.

By the way, chatted with alot of people in MSN.

Alright, let's get things started.

The photo on top isn't from any photoshoot okay?

It was just some self-timer photo, shot by some normal camera.

But, it looks nice, though.

So loving it now.

Well, they're my best pals from now on.

Eonenina and Eica Siao, I love both of you, BABY!

My Pure Lesbians girls.

Alright! Till here I blog for now.

Will be updating soon.

Take care!

Have a good morning!

And have a nice day today!

Photos Speak A Thousand Words!

2010-01-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging at 2am.

Well, I'm not gonna blog much.

Freaking tired right now.

Just check out the photos okay?

Anything see me in MSN or text me.

And for your info, I was never with guys.

Till here for now.

Good night!

Take care!

Sleepy!

2010-01-24T05:42:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging at 5.45am.

So tired.

After a long freaking day, without resting since I got back just now.

Went Vivocity with Erica And Nina.

Met Aim and Madan when I got back at Bedok.

I'm god damn tired.

Not blogging much for now.

The photos on top are taken at Viviocity.

There's more upcoming photos to be uploaded.

Look for it at Facebook.

Well, I'm leaving everything behind.

And it's possible now.

Like WOW!

Today, might be meeting Yi Xin to pass Khairudin Bin Abu Nain's stuffs back.

Those memories... I'm speechless.

Please, don't ask me how it was.

It's the worst among all.

The most childish move on I've ever seen.

I'm sorry if I'm being a Bitch here.

My blog, my say!

My rules, my way!

Laughing out loud!

For Stoint, please forget me.

Move on okay?

There's other BITCHES out there way better than me.

So, yeah.

No use hanging around a BITCH that can't satisfy you.

You're just wasting your time.

Move on please?

Don't suffocate me anymore.

I've had enough of the suffocation of the sex drive you're having.

So, yeah.

End it there.

Go find someone else.

Well, I'm tired now.

Till here I blog for now.

Take care!

Good night!

And have a nice day!

Back After Temporary M.I.A!

2010-01-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

I'm back here blogging.

After not blogging for I don't know how long.

Okay, went in to Prison again.

For only a day okay?

That's fast right.

Just for my fine case.

For throwing ciggarettes at Bugis Street.

Luckily, 1 day.

Not more than that.

By the way, I wanna go out today.

But, don't know wanna go where.

If you guys wanna meet me, text me okay?

I'll be here waiting.

Till here I blog for now.

Take care!

And have a good day!

NS Checkup!

2010-01-21T02:35:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging after a long day.

Went for NS checkup just now.

In the afternoon 1pm.

Thought, it'll be in the morning 9am.

But, no.

Well, amazingly I'm PES B L1.

Like what the hell.

Kinda fit, though.

Didn't expect that to come.

Laughing out loud!

Well, after that, I met Surya, Meow Meow, Tini and Syidah!

At Telok Blangah Heights!

I miss all of them so much.

It's been months since I last saw them.

Like a year from now.

Wow! That's a freaking long time.

Well, till here I blog for now.

Am tired already.

Need to rest.

Will be updating soon.

Take care!

Have a good night!

And have a nice day!

Is it An End For Everything?

2010-01-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging at 1.15am.

At home right now.

Feeling different.

Premonitions in my mind, perhaps.

I don't know how to explain it.

The signs are up for all of us to see it.

In one way or another.

The world will end.

Gosh! Why am I blogging about this?

I don't know why.

I just have to make myself realise and change for the better, perhaps.

Well, I'm god damn tired, actually.

But, I'm still blogging.

Just to update you guys about my experiences in life.

Well, it's up to you guys to believe it or not.

I won't force you guys to.

Maybe, now, I should mind my own business and shut my trap.

Let things happen on it's own.

Without even me warning people around me.

I'm just afraid that they find it irritating.

And later, I'll be going for my NS checkup.

Till here I blog for now.

Will be updating soon.

Take care!

Good night!

And have a nice day.

Home Hell Home!

2010-01-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging in the afternoon.

Just came back home from meeting Hyper near my place.

I took Cough Syrup with him just now.

Now, I'm damn freaking high okay?

I just don't know what to blog right now.

I'm getting worst by day, I know.

And I'm sorry about it.

I don't mean to get worst each time.

But, I just can't handle it.

Life is giving me a way to make it an end now.

An end to all misery and torture.

Well, tomorrow, I'll be going for my NS check up.

Anything just text me guys and girls.

Till here, I blog for now.

Will be updating soon.

Take care!

And have a nice day!

Title, Anyone?

2010-01-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.
I'm back here blogging at home.
Dead tired right now.
After a very long day.
Well, my post for now won't be long as usual.
As today went very well.
And things are just simple enough to explain.
Today, went out with heels.
After so long of not wearing it.
Since countdown.
And guess what, as usual, I have to run with those heels.
Just to cross the road.
Like what the hell, right?
But, I enjoyed it anyway.
Well, will be working soon.
As, you know what.

Till here, I blog for today.
Will be updating soon.
Good night!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Lost, Tired And Blur!

2010-01-18T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.
I'm back here, blogging in the afternoon.
At Yati's place now.
God damn tired.
And later, I'll be following her to her workplace.

Well, I'm moving on lately.
Not thinking of anything that had happened.
Hoping to find myself soon enough.
But, I don't think that will happen easily.
Fine, I'm being kind of selfish to the rest.
But, what can I do?
It's isn't my fault anyway.
Gosh! Feel like smoking now.
Waiting for Yati to come out of the toilet.
From her bath.
She'll be god damn slow.
What do you expect?
Girls. Pure girls, I mean.
Well, catch me later guys.
Anything just text me.

Till here I blog for now.
Will be updating soon.
Take care!
And have a nice day!

That Love's Gone For A Reason.

2010-01-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.

I'm back here blogging in the afternoon.

Still dead tired.

Well, just here to update you guys.

Guys and girls, Kydd's missing the old him lately.
But, no worries.
He found himself as someone new and more worthy for something better.
Well, I'm sorry if I'm changing and the love for you guys are different now.
Really, don't know what's going on with me.
One thing is just in my mind.
To just live my life without people listening to other people who they don't know.
More than they will listen to me.
I never get to explain myself and you are making assumptions about me.
I've had enough of that kind of life.
Perhaps, the things had happened.
Has make me have phobia upon loving you like how it used to be.
I'm really sorry okay?
One day, perhaps, I'll be back to what I've been before.

Till here, I blog for today.
Will be updating soon.
Take care!
And have a nice day!

When Boredom Strikes!

2010-01-17T06:18:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

Back here blogging in the morning.

And I'm bored to the core right now.

Got nothing to do.

Just here to update you guys.

That's all.

So, you guys won't think I'm going missing.

Well, I guess I'm changing.

Turning heartless each day.

I don't know why.

Please don't ask me those questions.

I'm just missing myself lately.

Perhaps, it's just the new ME for the new YEAR.

Anything just text me okay?

Till here I blog for today.

Gonna sleep now.

Good night!

Take care!

And have a nice day!

Tired And Stressed Out!

2010-01-15T08:28:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls!

I'm back here blogging in the morning.

Just got home by the way.

Went to meet Pixie, Blade and Ifah with Madan at Bukit Gombak.

Slack there from 6pm to 6.15am.

More than 12 hours of slacking.

You guys may think that I'm crazy.

But, who cares!

As long as I'm enjoying life, it'll be fine okay?

I just don't need your comments for the rest of my life.

Be it, you're disgusted with my ATTITUDE, me DRAGGING or the OCCUPATION I'm in.

Or even the way I LOOK is like a PROSTITUTE.

I'm just a freaking CHAPRON.

I don't need to have sex to earn big money like those people in Geylang.

As long as, I don't owe you MONEY, will be fine.

You can talk all you want about me if I owe you MONEY.

To me, now MONEY speaks louder than words.

I don't need some assholes TALKING about me, GOING CRAZY about me without MONEY.

Well, I know I'm bringing up myself in a selfish way.

But, I don't care.

Cause, you wanna know why?

A whole lot of people have been selfish in the way they act.

So, why must I listen to others when they can't even do the same for themselves?

Well, basically, I didn't update as I got kicked out of the house.

And just got home today.

Life outside was fun.

More fun than you ever wanted it to be.

With GOOD friends supporting you eventhough BAD things had happened.

Okay, perhaps I should stop there.

I'm afraid I may kill people with my words.

Later, I'll be meeting Pixie, Blade and Ifah again.

Gonna get a haircut.

I so hate having thick hair.

It's literally driving me crazy.

I'm need to go rest now.

Till here, I blog for now.

Okay, boys and girls?

Will update you guys soon.

Take care!

And have a nice day!

Back To Where It's Supposed To Be!

2010-01-11T09:22:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls.
Back here blogging in the morning.
I'm like freaking tired out.
But, still blogging to update you people about myself.

Well, went Boon Lay yesterday.
Met Tasha, Aryl, Kat, Idah, Shella, Pixie and Blade.
Well, went slacking last night until like 7am just now.
Took the bus home.
And reached at 9am.
That's a freaking long journey.
As, today's a working day and a whole lot of people will be in the bus.
Was cramped in the bus.
By some stupid Singaporeans who don't even know how to say sorry.
Perhaps, they're just blind that they don't see where they're walking.
I'm sorry to criticize you people here.
But, you people are literally going overboard.
I don't understand why.
I know you people will be late for work.
But, please, do have some respect for others in the bus.
Not only you people have feelings.
Get it?
Okay blog stalkers.
Perhaps, I'll be going to bed in a few minutes time.

Till here, I blog for now.
Will be updating soon.
I'm so god damn tired.
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Boredom!

2010-01-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls!
Straight, bisexual, lesbians and gays!
I'm back here blogging at around 2.35pm.
At home right now.

Will be going out later.
Going to Bugis.
Will be meeting Aryl, Tasha and Kat later.
After that, Dheelah will be joining us.
Going drinking later.
At City Hall.
But, before that, I'll be meeting my old Primary School mate.
Some where near my place.
Then, I'll be going off to Bugis.
At night, I'll be enjoying myself at St. James.
Anyone wanna join me?
Text me alright!
I'm becoming so hyper in clubbing already.
I don't give a damn about what people going to call me now.
As long as I'm enjoying, it'll be okay.
Well, I'm going clubbing with Pixie and Blade tonight.
Anything text me okay, guys and girls?

Till here, I blog for today.
Will be updating tomorrow or so.
Got to go now.
Take care!
Have a nice day!

Blog, Blog, Blog!

2010-01-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.
Back here blogging after a while.
Blogger sucks!
I don't know why I can't sign in this few days.
Perhaps, it's updating.

I'm bored to the core.
Please talk to me in MSN!
Going online chatting now.
Anything just text me.
I won't be around that much.
I hate the surroundings, mind you.
I'll be alone with few of my friends who believe in me.
Not you.
Please leave and don't even bother texting a long message for me.
I won't read.
It's just another waste of time for you.

Till here, I blog for today.
Take care!
Good night!
And have a nice day!

Love? Date? Just Confused!

2009-12-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

Here first time blogging for now.

If you guys understand.

Just noticed that I had a online journal to update on life.

Well, it's been 2 days already.

I'm just left confused.

Khai? Yi Xin? Someone new to me for now.

Helping me out for now.

But, Khai, I don't know.

I think I hurt him alot somehow.

I just don't understand why.

Please need you guys help in this.

If you guys got my number, please text me.

Till here I blog for now.

At Rayyen's crib now.

Anything text me or MSN.

Take care!

Good night!

And have a nice day.

Love, Love & Love!

2009-12-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

Back here blogging.

Webcamming with Serpentina!

Here's the photo.

Very random.

See you in MSN!

Take care!

Have a nice day!

Rainy Days, Love Pouring Hard!

2009-12-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

Back here blogging at 2pm today.

Had totally tiring days.

Went to chalet and met Baby Boy this few days.

Miss him alot, though.

He's going down to Bedok to slack with his friends today.

Okay, my post today is gonna be short as usual.

Not gonna be long life story like I always post last time.

Tonight, will be clubbing.

With Pixie and a few other people.

Furbee's going Zirca also.

Don't know with who.

Well, now currently chatting with Afez Vogue.

Might be meeting him somewhere.

But, don't know where.

I'm bored to the core today.

Well, till here I blog for today.

Will be updating soon.

Catch me later guys.

Take care!

And have a nice day!

I Miss You!

2009-12-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

Back here blogging after a few days.

Been at Woodlands for like 2 days already.

Was sent back home in the morning by Sham!

Thanks for the car ride!

I MISS MY BABY BOY ALOT!

He's back from Malaysia like a few hours ago.

I wanna see him tomorrow!

Kydd Misses Khai!

Well, today's post is kinda simple.

I'm lazy to blog alot actually.

By the way, pray hard for me okay?

I'll be going back to court this Tuesday.

Well, till here I blog for now.

I'm so lazy to blog.

I don't know why.

Anything just see me in MSN or message my phone.

Take care!

Weakened By Night!

2009-12-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

I'm back here blogging today.

Feeling so damn weak.

And I miss my Baby Boy alright!

Well, went clubbing yesterday.

With Pixie, Ifah and Mar.

Had whole lot of fun yesterday.

Waiting for next week to go clubbing again.

Yes, I'm addicted to clubbing now.

But, don't label me as Mamat Clubbing please.

I hate that term okay?

I just go club to have fun and enjoy myself.

To release whole lot of stress.

Still waiting for Alyv Vogue to contact me soon.

I miss him so much.

He has not been online and his prepaid is low.

I don't know how to contact him.

He's not even online on MSN.

Hope to see you soon, Alyv!

Kydd misses you.

Well, till here I blog for now.

I need to go to Bedok Headquarters to report to the CNB Officer.

Will blog again soon.

Take care, guys!

Webcam Fun!

2009-12-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.

I gonna keep this post short.

So yeah, met my Baby Boy just now.

He will be going overseas this Friday till Sunday.

Now, I webcaming with him.

Here's the photo.

Fun right?

Join me.

See me in MSN!

Till here, I blog for today.

Take care!

Good night!

8th December 2009!

2009-12-08T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!

I'm back here blogging at noon.

Updating about what's happening.

Some paparazzi has been bugging me.

Just to have sex with me.

But, I've had enough of everything.

I just don't want anything from him.

I'm now with another person.

Why can't he understand and get the message into his brain?

Is it so hard?

Well, I'm gonna meet my Baby Boy today.

He'll be coming over to my place.

Guys, announcement for you today!
I miss most of you.

Let me name some.

Rae, Ryna, Ray Sephyr Emilio, Alyv Vogue, Fuchinu and Erica.

Hope to see you guys soon!

Really miss the times we use to have.

Do contact me sometimes alright?

I'm sorry if I didn't upload your photos.

My computer is down.

So, I'm using laptop now.

And it's very hard using laptop as I'm used to computer.

Well, till here I blog for today.

I gonna get ready now.

My Baby Boy's gonna reach soon.

Take care, guys!

Have a nice day!

Back In December!

2009-12-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.

I'm back after a long break.

Well, alot of things has been happening.

I would like to make this post short today.

Well, basically, I'm in love with someone named Khairudin!

It's kinda fast, though.

But, I don't care.

Love is love after all.

Relationships will be slowly taken care of.

Here's his cute little photo.

Gosh! I miss him so much.

Gonna text him now.

Okay, guys.

How are you guys out there?

I miss you guys also aites.

Do take care and have fun with life.

Till here I blog for now.

Will update asap.

Good afternoon!

Take care!

Nothing Left!

2009-09-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging for today.
So dead tired right now.
I'm left confused.

I don't know what to do about life.
I don't know how to talk about this post also.
All I had in my mind is, I don't know what to do.
What's with life nowadays?
People gets better life than me.
Where did I go wrong?
I don't know how to explain the feeling.
I don't know what to say.
I'm sorry if you feel like I'm talking about you.
Yes, I am talking about you right now.
I don't know what I did until you have to do this to me.
I don't fool around.
I don't sleep around.
I don't have time for any other guys other than you.
But, at the end of the day, I got this.
He's your everything, your all.
I never qualified to be one of those, I know.
I never will be anyone's property.
All people just do with me is just sleep around and throw me away.
As and when they want to.
I'm not like Him.
He's nice, working and independent.
Unlike me.
What do I have?
I have nothing.
Be it with or without you.
I know, even if I say it this way, it won't make any difference.
I'll be the way I am right now.
I'm sorry to make your life difficult.
Your brother won't even accept me.
I should have listened to him.
As in, to stop contacting you and stuff.
Here I am, once again.
Fallen into pieces.
Now, it's in front of your eyes.
Are you happy now?
I know you like it this way.
My life was never a happy ending like yours.
I will never get to live in those kind of fairytales like you guys.
I'm different.
No one wants me.
No one wanna be like me.
No one will even like me.
Since you're happy with the decision you're making, then go ahead.
Live it happily.
I was never part of your life.
Even if you say I am, in messages.
But, in real life, it's different.
Things are different now.
I'm a criminal.
You're an innocent guy.
There's no way we can be together.
Be it I've changed or what.
I'm sorry to talk about you in this post.
I just want you to realize how much I feel deep inside.
I know, I'm not supposed to do this.
And put words in your mouth like what He said.
I'm sorry.
I just wanna let it out.
Homeys start talking to me, asking me what I see in you.
When they don't see it in you.
They're like saying you're worthless for me.
I told you that, and you don't believe me at all.
Now I'm blogging to prove everything is not made up.
We got into alot of fights, I know.
Remember, you left me with someone new.
I'm left with just some harsh messages from you.
Saying that you will find me and kill me.
You even say that I wanna hurt Him.
I don't mean that way.
The way you hurt me is worst than the way you hurt Him.
Now I know, you're still not happy with me.
Have you had enough?
Of everything?
Have you had enough of hurting me already?
I know, this sounds harsh.
But, I have to earn my life back.
The life that you took away from me.
The sacrifice I made, is just gone into pieces.
Thinking about it just makes things worst.

Okay, guys.
Till here, I blog for now.
Take care!
Good morning!
And have a nice day!

Tired, Tired And Tired!

2009-09-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.
Back here blogging today.
After a long day at home.
Cleaning up my place.

And I found out lies, lies and lies.
So fun to find them you know.
Like playing a game.
Well, guess what's the latest news?
I GOT WEIRD PEOPLE ADDING ME UP FROM TAGGED!
LIKE WTH!
I'M ACCEPTING THEM.
JUST DON'T STEP ON MY HEAD AND IT'LL BE FINE!
WHAT A DAY I HAD TODAY!
NEVER MIND!
DON'T WISH TO TALK ABOUT IT, THOUGH!
MEET ME AND I'LL TALK ABOUT IT!

All right!
Till here I blog for now.
Wanna go sleep already!
Take care!
Have a nice day!
And good night!

Back After A Few Days Break!

2009-09-14T10:07:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging after a few days of break.
Well, today I won't be typing much.
Just letting the photos do the whole talking.

Went out on Saturday with Ray, Ryna, Ciner & Erica.
Went drinking and met Pixie, Monster, Mila, Vits and Ifah after meeting them.
Took several photos.
Here's the photos:

This is the few photos I took at home.
After a long day.
When I was drunk.
Sorry for the stupid face expressions though.

Well, people!
I'm happy moving on with life.
I just wanna stay this way.
I don't wanna think of anything right now.
My mind is clear.
And I don't want any barrier in life for me to enjoy it.
If you wanna be the barrier, then so be it.
I'll ignore you like just another thin air.
I'll say sorry and tell you why I'm doing that on the day itself.
If I happen to act that way.
Yeah, it's good that I'm still giving it to you a little bit.
Not too much.
Cause you'll be stepping on my head again and again.
I've had enough of all this BULLSHITS okay?
Don't even bother to find fault with me by messaging my mobile okay?
I have no time to entertain at all.
If I'm entertaining, the furthest I will go is getting back at you with my words.
So, be prepared if you are trying to do that.

All right!
Enough of me blogging for now.
I wanna get some sleep.
I'm so damn tired.
To the people who have my number.
Just text me okay?
Have a nice day!
And take care!

Shortest Post!

2009-09-12T05:50:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
How are you guys today?
Hope you guys are doing fine.

Well, basically, you will notice that this will be the shortest post.
Today, there's alot of updates actually.
But, I don't wanna put it down first.
As, there's some photos to upload.
Went Geylang just now to search for some stuffs.
Then, proceeded to Tampines to slack.
And went back home at 3.30am by Night Rider.

Till here I blog for now.
I'm tired.
Will upload photos and update tomorrow.
Take care guys!
Good night!
And have a nice day!

At Blade's Crib!

2009-09-11T03:49:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
Sorry, I'm just here to update you guys abit only.
Well, basically, it's 3.45am in the morning.

Guess, where I'm at?
I'm at Blade's crib updating my blog.
I think he's sleeping right now.
At the sofa.
Like WTH!
Ask me to come over and he's sleeping.
Guess he's tired.
Don't be jealous just because he's a guy okay?
Well, get it in your thick skull.
HE'S STRAIGHT OKAY!
Well, guys, I'm so happy today.
I'm living my own life.
Like at last!
Well, I'm really happy this way.
With no one bugging me anymore.
No stress and no time to think about relationships.
Don't come bugging me about going back with anyone.
Please! I had enough of suffering and lies already.
Words are easy to say.
But, the point is, how much you mean it in your heart.

Okay, guys.
Till here I blog for today.
Have a nice day!
Take care!
And good night!

Mad?

2009-09-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging at 2.30am.
I don't know what to say about today.
Just left confused.
Tired actually.
I'm not going mad okay?

Just abit of stressed out, that's all.
Well, people.
I find this video sexy, though.

Enjoy watching it okay?

Well, till here I blog for today.
I will update soon.
Have a good night!
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Half Awake!

2009-09-09T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging in the afternoon.
I have to go MCYS today.
And I'm like half awake.
I'm so GOD DAMN TIRED!

Well, slept at 1am yesterday.
And woke up at 12pm today.
And still feel restless.
I don't know why.
I'm moving on with my life.
Not hoping for something good to happen to me.
I'm totally lost right now.
I just don't wanna care what people say.
I so gonna live my life from today onwards.
I don't know whether I'm single or attached.
Can someone give me an answer?
Anyone as long as you're a viewer of this blog.
Just add me in MSN and chat with me okay?
Don't worry.
I won't eat you up or kill you.
I'm nice.
Just say hello and I'll do the rest of the talking.
Well, basically, I'm left confused right now.
I just wanna see Pixie and tell her about this.
I really can't take it anymore.
So stressed out.
But, I'm slowly enjoying my life now.
Well, now, I'm chatting with Dani Sextoy in MSN.
Anything just chat with you guys there.

Till here, I blog for now.
Will blog again tonight or what.
Have a nice day!
And take care everyone!

Turning Heartless!

2009-09-08T15:08:00.001+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
BACK AFTER A LONG DAY!
FROM HOUGANG AND BEDOK RESERVOIR!
It's so fun being alone, you know.
For like nearly 4 HOURS at HOUGANG!
NOT EVEN A SORRY HAS BEEN HEARD!
SOME PEOPLE JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE!
Luckily, Fuchinu called me up.
AND ASKED ME TO GO HER PLACE!
Thanks Fuch, you're my life saver!
And always will be.

Well, guys I got a photo dedicated for someone.
The caption will be FUCK YOU, I DON'T WANT YOU BACK!
Here's the photo:

Thanks for everything, my dear.
You've made me turned heartless.
I'm sorry.
There's no way for you to turn me back.
Oops!
Did I hurt you this time round?
Deeply hurting you?
Am I being a bitch now?
Oh, I'm sorry, but I like it this way.
And this is nothing compared to you hurting me.
Please, don't come back crying for me anymore.
I'm not going to entertain at all.
Get it in your thick skull okay?
I'm not going back with you anymore.
And that's my final answer.

Well, guys.
How's your day going?
I'm not meeting my Probation Officer today.
It's been postponed to tomorrow.
I don't know why.
Perhaps, my parents complain about me.
That's why they have to come down also.
Sheesh!
What a waste of my time entertaining her stupid crap.
I'm sorry if I'm getting rude by day.
I just don't wanna give people face anymore.
They intend to step on my head.
And I've had enough.

Okay, viewers of mine.
Till here, I blog for today.
Will blog again tomorrow morning or so.
Take care!
And have a nice day!

Tired & Still Waiting For Baby's Reply.

2009-09-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging.
Now it's like 6pm.
And I'm still waiting for Baby's reply.

I'm so dead tired right now.
I just woke up from sleep.
But, it's seems like my body still needs some more rest.
Perhaps, tonight I'll be meeting Baby at Baby's place.
At 12 midnight.
Have to pass Baby something and spend time with him.
I miss Baby alot.
Baby's always the one I think of to make me go on with life.
Okay, enough of sentimental stuffs already.
I'm waiting for my parents to break "fast" right now.
While waiting, I think I just go online for a while.
As I won't be going online at night.
Until in the morning.
I'll have to go to MCYS tomorrow.
But, kinda lazy right now to go.
Perhaps, I'm not going.
I'll explain to my Probation Officer why later.

Okay, people.
Till here I blog for now.
Will blog when I come back tomorrow okay?
Take care, guys.
Have a nice day!

Confused And Blinded!

2009-09-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.

Back to blog after a few days of not blogging.

Well, the title of this post explains everything actually.

I have to post a message for someone.

And I really need that someone to reply to the message.

Be it in the blog or what.

THE MESSAGE:

Baby, I don't know whether your love can be true.

I don't know how to carry on with it.

The way you're showing me is not enough.

It doesn't convince me in any way.

With the way we are carrying on.

With only meeting up once a week.

Just won't make feel that special as what you said.

I just don't know what to do.

I do love you alot.

But, with things like this popping up in my mind.

I'm just left confused and blinded.

I really need someone to show me the way to the right path now.

Hoping you will be the one to give me all I wanted.

I'm just asking for love, care, concern and abit of your time.

Perhaps, I just really need you answer right now.

I really love you.

I've never experienced love like this.

And I know you love me too.

Hoping for a reply from you soon.

Okay, viewers of mine.

Till here I blog for today.

I need some rest now.

Good night!

Take care!

And have a nice day!

<3 Friends & Friends!

2009-09-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
Back here blogging at night.
Today's a freaking tiring day.
Went out with Pixie and Ifah just now.
Went for several job interviews at Bugis.
Ifah bought whole lot of stuffs today.
As for Pixie, she bought a pair of fake eyelashes & a skirt.
The eyelashes are nice, though.
I so need to get a new pair of pants.
Which is 3/4s, though.
I'm sick and tired of wearing too much of long pants now.
Let's begin with today's blog.

A message for Fuchinu:
Fuch, don't worry okay?
Don't be sad.
Read your blog just now.
I do miss the old times.
It was fun and crazy.
I'm here to tell you this.
Even if I'm far away, don't think I'm not here to listen to your problems.
I'll be here waiting.
Even if I'm busy, I'll get back to you.
Cheer up okay?
Miss you and the old times alot.
Do take care of yourself okay?
Anything just text me!
A message for AK:
I miss you good friend!
Hope to see you soon!
Anything just text me okay?
If you have any problems, don't hesitate to tell me about it.
I miss seeing you smile and not hurt.
Just take care of yourself okay?
Miss you loads!

Guys, I've made up my mind to get attached again.
Okay, I know it sounds weird.
Cause I said that I don't wanna get attached and stay single.
But, I can't be in that kind of life.
I really need love.
So yeah, thought alot of times about it.
And I came to a conclusion that I wanna get attached.
Life's so much better now.
I don't feel lonely already.

Till here, I blog for now.
Take care, viewers of mine.
Have a good day!
And have a good night!

Gone By The Wind, Into The World Of Sorrows!

2009-09-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging at night.
Feeling so damn tired.
Been "fasting" nowadays.

Sorry, guys, I will not be updating my blog that much.
As I'm gonna be busy with Pixie now.
Life's getting hard.
I don't know what to do.
So stressed out right now.
I've no mood totally.
Guys, I'm not gonna get attached anymore.
I just wanna lead on a SINGLE life now.
It's better this way.
I can enjoy life to the fullest without people stopping me.
From what I wanna be and going to be.
I'm sorry if I hurt anyone out there.
I just wanna have a long rest.
Without waking up at all.
Until the time's right, I will wake up.
And enjoy life to the fullest.
Gosh, I don't know what I'm typing.
I'm just out of my mind, perhaps.

Okay, guys.
Till here I blog for today.
I need some rest now.
Do take care!
Have a good night!
And have a nice day!

Crush? Nope, Not Now!

2009-08-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine!
I'm back here blogging for tonight.
Well, basically met Kris today.
As promised.

He broke with his boyfee.
But, I want him to patch things up with his boyfee.
Well, I'm sorry Faiz if I've made your life miserable!
I didn't mean to, I swear!
Hope you'll forgive me for what I've done wrong!
As for the crush thingy, I've made up my mind.
Not to proceed on with it.
I don't want things to get from bad to worst.
I've had enough of those nonsense already.
Let's continue to what happened today.
Went to meet Erica, Ray and Ryna.
At City Hall as usual!
Went to Baybeats today.
Well, a Gothic Metal band performed just now.
They were great!
But, some MATREPS and HARDCORE KIDS, spoil the day.
So, yeah.
They will always spoil the scene of Subculture, though.
Now, I'm dead tired.
Waiting for some of my friends to call me.

Till here I blog for today.
Do catch up with me sometime.
Take care, guys!
Good night!
And have a nice day!

Confused!

2009-08-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys!
I'm back here blogging for tonight.
Well, I've told you about today's plan earlier.
Met Pixie at Bukit Gombak.

Went out with her to go Bugis.
Well, I've been searching for bags and pants for dance.
Get to see what I wanted.
Gonna collect cash to get those stuffs soon.
And I saw my Secondary Schoolmates!
And they were like screaming my name!
LIKE POPULAR DEMAND!

Well, guys!
I'm in contact with Kris!
Hey, don't get the wrong idea.
I just treat him as a FRIEND.
Not more than that.
It'll never be possible for a Goth to be with someone Ordinary.

Well, guys.
Till here, I blog for tonight.
Will update you guys soon.
Take care!
Good night!
And have a nice day!

Cloak, Here I Come!

2009-08-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging right now.
Going out soon.
To meet Pixie.
As usual, at Bukit Gombak!

By the way, I'm done doing my cloak!
Just need to add some more material to make it long.
It's been months since I wanted to get it done so much.
And finally, got it done.
I'm waiting for my mum to come back home.
As she's been able to get discharged today.
Well, basically, I'm just gonna have this post short.
As I'm not done yet with today's plan.
So I can't really update you guys.
But, no worries.
I will update you guys tonight or tomorrow morning okay?
I skipped CNB Supervision Order for 3 days already.

I so gonna get into trouble.
I don't know what to do.
It's either forge and MC or get charged.
I'm so stressed out right now.
And I got whole lot of things to settle this month.
Life's getting harder by day.
But, I'm getting the hang of it.
And that's the good thing.

Well, till here I blog for now.
Will update soon okay?
Don't worry!
Have a nice day people!
And take care!

Mum Hospitalized!

2009-08-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.
I'm back here blogging.
Today, my mum's hospitalized.
I don't know why.

Perhaps, she's very sick.
She's haven't been taking her medication.
Went to meet Erica yesterday.
Sorry, I didn't blog yesterday.
I was so tired.
Well, chatted with Izzy asking him guidance about dance and remixes.

Thanks Izzy for the help!
Really appreciate it, though!
I'm still working on my remixes.
It's gonna be suckish.
I don't mind.
As long as I'm learning to be better.
Well, I going back to do remix, people.

Till here I blog for today.
Take care, guys!
Have a good night!

Back After Court!

2009-08-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys!
I'm back here blogging for today.
Had a quarrel with Haziq just now.
Just over some small matter.
Tomorrow, I'll be meeting Erica and Ray!
Will be slacking at Tampines!
Okay, went to Subordinate Court just now.

Case was not acquitted but it was postponed.
Good thing it was postponed to Hari Raya this year.
At least, I can save up some cash to pay the fines.
I'm helping people out to pay the fines okay?
Don't mistake me for something else.
Well, I still owe the CNB Provision Order 2 MCs.
How am I suppose to answer about that?
I'm so stressed right now.
All I need is a scanner.
So, I can forge my MC!
I'm so evil, I know!
That's the only way out, though!

Okay, guys!
Till here I blog for today.
Will update soon.
Take care!
And have a good night!

Life - Loving It!

2009-08-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back here blogging in the morning.
As I didn't update last night.
I was dead tired.

Went to meet Alyv Vogue yesterday.
Slack with him until around 8.30pm.
Took some photos but all the others are fugly.
Except for this one.
Which counted as okay for a photo.
Here's the photo.

Gosh! I'm going to court later.
Got some stuffs to settle.
I'm all stressed out today.
I don't know what to do.
And I'm updating Pixie's facebook.

Okay, viewers!
Till here I blog for today.
Will update soon.
Have a nice day!
Take care all!

Life Getting Back To It's Track!

2009-08-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
I'm back home blogging.
After a long day.
Life's getting back to it's track now!

Alyv Vogue called me just now.
After his long M.I.A!
As usual, we are talking crap all the way.
Gosh! I miss him loads!
Hoping that he will update his blog soon.

Today, met Pixie at Bukit Gombak!
And as usual again!
She's always sleeping whenever I'm on my way there.
I break my so called "fast" at her place.
It's only the 2nd day of the fasting month.
And I'm like dying down here.
28 more days to go!
That's a freaking long time.
Okay, guys.
I'm waiting for Alyv Vogue to call me.
And that will be a very long time.
As he's on the phone with his friend.

Till here I blog for today, okay people?
Will update my blog asap.
Take care!
Have a nice day!
And good night!

Back Home!

2009-08-22T19:29:00.001+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine!
I'm back home tonight to blog.
I break my so called "fast" today with family at home.
So, yeah.
I went to Paya Lebar today.
Just to check out what's available there.

Since I was there, I thought of dropping by at Haziq's workplace.
I miss him alot!
I don't know why.
It's just came suddenly.
Only his photo is in my phone to make me stop missing him.
Just for awhile.
Here's the photo.

I'm hoping that things will change to what it used to be.
It's impossible, I know.
Haziq, I really miss the old you.
The one whose always messaging me at my mobile.
Caring for me and stuffs.
I totally miss the old times!

ALYV VOGUE!
I miss you even more.
Just take care of yourself okay?
Do meet up some time!

And I'm supposed to meet Pixie today.
But, I didn't.
I'm sorry, Pixie.
Will see you tomorrow instead.

Till here I blog for today guys.
I just need some time alone.
Have a good night!
Take care, guys!
Do catch up with me some time.

1st Day Of The Fasting Month!

2009-08-22T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.
So sorry I didn't update you guys yesterday.
I was so tired that I forgot to blog when I went online.
Okay, whatever it is, I'm sorry.

Hey, Fuchinu!
Don't say I don't miss you okay?
I do miss you until I have to blog to prove it.
We'll meet up and hangout soon, okay?
Don't worry!

Well, there's a reason why I'm putting Alyv Vogue's photo here.
I MISS HIM ALOT!
REALLY MISS HIM!
He's been busy with dance and stuffs.
DON'T WORRY, ALYV!
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ME!
DO CONTACT ME SOON, BEST FRIEND!
I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT!

Basically, I went to meet Pixie yesterday.
Guess what, I bridge my probation for the first time.
Like WTH!
Nah, I don't care.
As long as my Probation Officer don't know about it.
I'm still a bad Kydd, I know.
Only 3 photos was taken yesterday.
My photos with my new look.
Here's the photos.

Well, I look very boyish now.
And I like it!
I'm still sleepy right now.
Wanna go get some sleep later.
Well, today's the 1st day of the FASTING MONTH!
But, I'm not fasting.
Not letting anyone of my family members know.
Or else I'm dead meat, I swear.
ATTENTION PEOPLE!
I'll be going out today.
Wanna join me anyone?
If you want, tell me in MSN okay?

Till here I blog for now.
I'll update soon okay, people?
Have a nice day!
And take care!

Got Scolded For Not Gonna Fast!

2009-08-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers.
I'm back blogging before I go out.
Breaking news!
I got scolded for not gonna fast.

Guess who scolded me?
IT'S FURBEE WHO SCOLDED ME, OKAY!
Like so first time.
Take a look at the conversation I had with him at MSN!

See, got scolded.
IT'S FREAKING FIRST TIME OKAY!
LIKE WTH!
Never mind, I asked for it.

Okay, guys.
I'm going out now.
Will update you guys TONIGHT!
Have a nice day!
Take care!

I Miss My Friends!

2009-08-21T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine!
I'm back here in the morning to blog.
Yeah, I miss my friends alot.
Especially, Pixie!

Only old photos will keep me strong.
Just for the time being.
I'm meeting Pixie later at her place.
Maybe we are going out.
So yeah, I'm kinda restless today.
I don't know why.
Here are the old photos I got.

Okay, the last photo is Fikks with me.
It's been a while since I last met her.
I do miss her alot.
Hope to see her soon.
Yup, she got herself a haircut.
A haircut that I'm having now.
But, mine's abit shorter.
Hey, doesn't mean your names not here.
Means I don't miss you guys.
I do miss you guys.
Too many names to list out.
Until I can't remember who to list out.
So sorry, guys.

Okay, viewers of mine.
Till here, I blog for now.
Will update you when I get home tonight.
Have a nice day!
And take care all!

Must I Fall In Love?

2009-08-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine!
I'm back in the middle of the night.
Just to blog.
Things went well today.

I went to meet Fadhli 3OT.
As I said in the earlier post.
Okay, he's NICE and BUBBLY.
NO PHOTOS TAKEN TODAY!
I'M NOT EXPECTING ANYTHING ELSE!
FRIENDSHIP is more than enough for me.
If FATE allows it to be more than that, then I'll reconsider.
Well, I'm dead tired today.
I don't know why.
And I having a bad headache.
My head's spinning right now.
I so need to go rest soon.
So, guys.
I'm here to ask, SHOULD I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN?
I'm afraid things won't turn out well.
And I'm afraid that I'll be hurt like before.
I'm just confused and don't know what to do.
Do hit me back about your suggestions at MSN!
I really need help right now.
All that I'm doing is, asking for some suggestions.

Okay, guys!
Till here I blog for today.
Do take care of yourselves alright?
Have a nice day!
And good night!

When The Word Bisexual Takes Over!

2009-08-20T12:13:00.000+08:00

Hey, people!
I'm back here blogging in the afternoon.
I don't know why.
Just kinda happy, that's all.

Okay, today I'll be meeting Fadhli 3OT.
THAT LITTLE CUTE BOY!
Will be meeting him at Boon Lay!
I don't know what time to meet him.
He'll be texting me later.
And yeah, he's late for his exams.
In case, you guys don't know who's Fadhli 3OT.
Here's his photos:

Now, I'm so bored at home.
And my mom keeps on nagging at my niece.
I don't know why.
Maybe, she's too irritating today.
That's why.

Okay guys!
Till here I blog for now.
When I reach home later, I'll update you guys again.
Do catch up with me sometime.
Have a nice day!
Take care!

Back After A Long M.I.A!

2009-08-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers.
I'm back after a very long break of blogging.
Alright!
I got a new haircut.
And guess what?
I'M DONE WITH MY CSO, AT LAST!

Next thing to do is, to get a job and support myself now.
There are alot of things to do, actually.
Now that I have a dance crew.
I have to stable my time with dance and work.
And I'm gonna join back school next year.
So, here are the things I have to do:

To get a stable job and support myself
To stop glue sniffing (DONE)
To finish my CNB supervision with clean record
To finish my probation
To wait for my Hidayat to come out of prison.

Gosh! I'm freaking stressed out.
Shitty things has happen.
It's no use talking about it.
It's just making things worst.
Alright people.
Hope you understand if I'm not gonna be online often.

Till here I blog for today.
Take care, stalkers!
Have a good night!
And take care!

Back To the Old Times!

2009-07-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers.
I'm back here blogging.
Eventhough my back hurts alot today.
I don't know why.
Don't ask me anything about it.

Okay, simply, today is a fine day.
Things went well for me today.
Went to Bukit Gombak to slack with Pixie and Ifah.
Didn't expect Apit, Dolly and Blade to tag along.
At first, Pixie and I slacked first.
So yeah, I helped her shave her eyebrow.
And clean her face.
Then, she take a look at my phone.
And she confessed that she likes one of the photos.
Here is the photo.

Don't ask me why she likes it.
As I, myself don't know what's the reason.
Today is quite tiring for me.
I've been travelling alot this past few days.
Have to get alot of things settled.

Okay, till here I blog for today.
Do catch up with me soon, viewers!
Have a good night!
And take care!

Slackiness Strikes!

2009-07-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers!

I'm back blogging down here.

Okay, today I have no mood to blog.

As the weren't any events to talk much about.

Okay, today, went to Woodlands.

To meet Erica, Ray, and Hafiz.

Procceeded to Causeway Point.

As Ray wanted to get his shaver.

His mom tagged along as she's the one paying it.

Okay, today, I don't know why.

But, I'm totally wiped out.

Very tired and feeling extremely weak.

All we did just now was slacking.

Didn't expect it to be this tiring.

Till here, I blog for today.

Gonna get some rest now.

Have a good night!

And take care, viewers!

Strippers On The Loose!

2009-07-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers!

Back here to blog again!

Alright! Alright!

Today was a fun day.

Went out with Pixie again!

Okay, today was very random.

Guess what, we took the train and alighted at Novena.

We've never been there, though.

Like whatever!

The place is so horrible.

FULL OF INNOCENT PEOPLE!

I HATE IT SO MUCH!

We took only 1 photo today.

And today we wore about the same thing.

LIKE A STRIPPER!

Here's the photo.

Yeah, when we reached Novena.

We both went to Velocity and entered MPH!

And we went crazy when we saw this few books.

IT'S ABOUT PLEASURE!

Okay, that is random.

Like TOTALLY!

TELL ME ABOUT IT!

AAND I TOOK PHOTOS OF THE BOOKS!

Here it is.

Okay, my attitude is getting worst.

I can see it clearly.

I really need help.

I have totally no comments about myself right now.

As I don't see it coming.

Okay, enough of my dumb stories already.

I have to get to bed now.

I'm freaking tired.

Anything just text me people.

Or just see you guys in MSN!

Take care!

And have a good night!

Pixie-lated Shots!

2009-07-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine!

I'M BACK!

Okay, basically, today is not a tiring day for me.

Just a fine relaxing day!

Okay, let's get it started.

Today, went to Pixie's place.

And I reached there late.

Like WTF!

And I'm supposed to write letters to my boyfee today.

But, never mind, it can be done later.

After meeting Pixie, we procceeded to NUH!

Went to visit Nyai as usual.

Blade met us there as he went for therapy.

Okay, on the way to NUH, Pixie and I took photos together.

It's been quite a while since we last took photos with each other.

Okay, here's the photos that we took.

Isn't it sweet for friends to take photos with each other?

And WOW!

Something just came up to my mind.

Saying this, "Both of you never failed to look alike!"

I like the photos, though.

And please, we are friends.

BUT, SOMETHING IN US MAKES US LIKE SIBLINGS!

AND THAT IS, LOOKING AND DRESSING ALIKE!

I MISS THE OLD TIMES OKAY!

To Blade, don't worry so much.

And don't stress too much okay?

Things will be fine.

Just give her some more time.

She's having a hard time thinking about it.

So, yeah, just don't be stressed out and do stupid things.

Okay, till here I blog for today.

I'm so hungry right now.

Gonna get something to eat.

AND I'VE BEEN EATING LIKE A PIG!

Do take care, viewers!

And have a good night!

Happy Three Friends!

2009-07-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of mine.

I'm back here blogging as usual!

About today's event.

There's not much to blog today, honestly.

As I only went Woodlands to meet Ryna and Ciner.

Basically, I missed them so much.

That's why I went to meet them.

Before I'm starting to be busy with CSO.

And after that, I'll be busy working.

Today, time passed so fast that I didn't realised it.

Luckily, I still reach home on time.

So yeah, Ryna, Ciner and I do took some photos.

It's been a while since we last meet up and slack.

So here's one of the photos we took.

I miss the old times okay?
Actually, there's supposed to be 3 more person.
But, it seems like everyone's falling apart.
So yeah, never mind about that.
Everyone have their own lifes to live on right?
Shitty things has happened when I was gone.
For about 1 and a half months.
But, things happened looking like it's already 1 and a half years.
I missed a lot of stuffs already.
Need to catch up with them.
I SO HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!
Never mind, I'm used to having this kind of life.

Well, till here I blog for today.
As I'm very tired and need more rest this time.
So yeah, do contact me if you guys have my number.
If not, see you guys in MSN okay?
Have a good night and take care, viewers!

A Rush Hour!

2009-07-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hey, viewers of my blog.

Today is a very fun day.

But, everything was in a rush just now.

So, it gave me a thrill like WOW!

Okay!

Let's get started!

Today, I went to MCYS for the 2nd reporting.

My Probation Officer explained to me about my CSO.

LIKE AS IF I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS!

I have to serve 60 hours.

So yeah, it's not bad actually.

It's a short period of time actually.

Can finish it within a month.

And that's a good thing.

Okay, enough of MCYS already.

After that, I went back home.

To change and everything.

Then, I procceeded to Bedok Police Headquaters.

Went there to report to CNB again.

So boring.

After I was done reporting, I went to NUH!

To visit Nyai whose admitted yesterday night.

She's still in pain.

Don't worry okay, Nyai!

You will be fine!

To Pixie, you don't be worried so much okay?

Nyai will be fine.

She's under special watch now.

At least, we don't have to think that much.

As someone's there to take care of her.

Okay, till here I blog for today.

As I'm freaking tired.

I got eyebags right now.

Really have to get alot of rest today.

I might not be going out tomorrow.

So yeah, do catch up with me sometime.

Take care and have a good night, viewers!

Nyai Admitted!

2009-07-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers and whoever you may be.

Today, my blog will be very boring.

Cause there's not much event going on.

Today, I went to Cantonment Police Headquarters.

Went for reporting to the CNB like what I've been doing.

A few months back.

About my case.

I've been thinking when can all this come to an end.

Okay, after that I proceeded to Pixie's place at Bukit Gombak.

Slack at her place for like a few hours.

And a bad thing happen.

Nyai fell and laid down on the floor for quite sometime.

So, Mama, Nyai and Aqif procceeded to the hospital first.

Pixie, Blade, Ifah and me, got ready and off we procceeded to the hospital.

Guess what, we took the wrong bus and landed somewhere near NUS.

And we are all forced to walk to NUH as fast as we could.

The worst thing for today is, I'VE BEEN EATING ALOT.

LIKE A HUNGRY GHOST!

And when we reached NUH, I ate Ice Kacang.

And now, at home, I ate Chicken Rice.

LIKE WHAT THE HELL!

I think Nyai will be admitted in the hospital.

As she really need special care.

Hope you will be fine, Nyai!

Okay, till here I blog for today.

Wanna go rest in a while more.

I need to wake up at 8am tomorrow.

Have some stuffs to settle.

Have a good night, stalkers and viewers!

Take care!

My Slack Sunday!

2009-07-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers and whoever you may be.

I'M BACK HERE BLOGGING AS USUAL!

Today, is a very tiring day again.

I didn't sleep well last night.

I don't know why.

Today, I'm supposed to meet Pixie.

At her place.

I did went there and waited for her.

I was with Blade all the way waiting for her.

At her void deck.

She didn't came down.

As she was sleeping.

And she's dead tired.

But, it's okay for me.

As Blade was there to accompany me for the day.

Okay, it sucks being under probation.

Cause there's a time limit for you to get back home.

And it's freaking ANNOYING!

Fine, it's my fault anyway to get into trouble.

This is what I get for not listening to other people's advise.

I SO HATE THIS PROBATION THING ALOT!

Now, all i want is to go get a new pair of jeans.

As my jeans are all tight now.

It can't be button up anymore.

I'm left with only a pair of 3/4 pants.

That's all.

And I so need to get a whole lot of clothes now.

Okay, perhaps on the 2nd of August, I'll be going to a gig.

But, it's not confirm yet.

Cause I'm afraid if I have no cash to go there.

LIFE SUCKS AND I AGREE ON THAT!

Alright, all of you viewers.

Till here I blog for today.

Do catch up with me some time okay?

Have a good night!

And take care!

On 18th July 2009!

2009-07-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers, people and whoever you are.

I'm back here blogging for tonight.

AS USUAL!

That's what I have to do every single day.

Just to keep you guys updated about me.

Today is such a boring day.

The surprising thing is, today went quite fine.

Okay, today I'm supposed to go to East Coast.

But, the plan's corrupted and I have to go to TOWN again.

With another bunch of friends.

So, yeah.

That's how is goes for today.

I know it kinda suck to go to TOWN for 2 days straight.

Okay, enough of the TOWN thing okay?

I just don't wanna talk about today.

As I don't quite enjoy it eventhough I missed my friends so much.

I feel so freaking sick right now.

MY RUNNING NOSE IS KILLING ME SOFTLY!

I wanna go to the doctor soon.

But, due to financial problems, I'm forced not to go.

Just have to stay at this condition for the time being.

Hoping I will get well soon.

I feel so weak right now.

Sorry if I don't blog much about today's event.

Can't take it anymore.

Till here I blog for today.

So sorry, stalkers, people and whoever you are.

I promise that I'll blog as much as I can soon okay?

Have a good night!

Take care!

I will update soon!

My Dark Friday!

2009-07-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers.
I'm back here blogging after another tiring day.
Woke up at 10am in the morning and got myself a haircut.
Yeah, basically, there's not much changes in my hairstyle.
Only did overlapping at the back, thinning and shorten the sides abit.

I know I'm like going for a haircut like this for the first time.
AND I KNOW, IT'S A TOTAL SHOCKING NEWS!
YEAH, TELL ME ABOUT IT!
Ok, so that's about it in the morning.
And after that, I went back home.
Got myself ready and then proceeded to BUKIT GOMBAK!
As I promised Pixie to go out with her.
She was still getting ready when I reached her place.
AS USUAL!
I called Ifah asking her to join us as we are going to TOWN area.
And she did.
Things went fine as expected today.
Sad thing is, we didn't get to take photos together.
Never mind, there's always next time.
But, something I didn't expect happened when I got back home.
MY EX CHATTED WITH ME ON MSN!
Okay, that was total random.
He's now attached.
Good for him.
As for me, you guys should know me by now.
I'm always attached whenever you see me.
FAKE!
I've been single for 2 years before I'm starting to be attached every now and then.
I know I'm acting like a total BITCH!
AND I LOVE IT!
HATE ME AS MUCH AS YOU CAN PEOPLE!
THIS IS THE THING YOU GUYS HAVE TO KNOW!
NOBODY CAN PASS OFF BEING THE 2ND ME IN THE KEWAT SCENE!
Okay, I should stop it right there.
Perhaps, I'm going crazy with the way I am right now.
Wait a minute!
I'm always crazy.

Alright! Alright!
Till here I blog for today.
I will catch up with you guys soon.
And I miss my BITCHING PARTNER, Alyv Vogue!
Wait for some more updates okay?
Take care, stalkers!
And have a good night!

Blogging After A Long Tiring Day!

2009-07-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers.

I'm back here to blog about today.

Today's a very tiring day.

Went to Cantonment Police Headquaters to report for not attending my court during June.

As I was in QRP.

And after that, I have to go to MCYS for the 1st ever reporting.

Things have changed alot for me.

And you won't see me like the Kydd you guys used to know.

Guess what, I'm starting to not smoke alot.

Not even drugs is getting in my ways now.

Well, basically today I'm gonna upload my new pics after I'm out of QRP.

So, here are the few pictures I took after I got out.

And this is what happens to the Gothic Kydd you guys used to know.

Being just an Ordinary Kydd just for the time being.

Until my probation is over, then I'll start being active again.

But, no worries.

I will still be attending gigs and gatherings.

And I'm so gonna get a haircut soon.

I look extremely AWFUL!

Okay! And the last but not the least thing I wanna say is:

I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T MAKE IT TODAY, PIXIE!
I GOT WHOLE LOT OF STUFFS TO DO.

BUT, YET SO LITTLE TIME.

HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.

DO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OKAY?

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, MY GOTHIC SISTER!

And now, I'm left with writing letters to my boyfee whose in QRP.

Gosh! I miss him so much!

Baby, I'll wait for you here okay?

Till the day you are released.

Do take care of yourself, my love.

I LOVE YOU!

Well, till here I blog for today.

I'm so tired.

Anything just text me, people and stalkers.

Have a nice day!

And take care guys!

Will update you guys soon.

On 15th July!

2009-07-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hey stalkers.

It's been a while that I blog.

After a long term of break.

Actually not a break.

I went in prison for some reasons.

Don't ask me why okay?

I don't wish to explain.

Now, I'm under probation.

And that's good enough for me already.

Guess what? I'm attached with a GANGSTER!

Okay, okay! Shocking news, I know.

Well, I won't tell you anything about it for the time being.

Here comes the BAD NEWS!

Pixie is single again!

And it's kinda shocking.

Well, she's always been seen attached.

But, she's faithful to one.

I don't know what happen this time round.

Things just don't seem right.

I'm so gonna find out when I meet her tomorrow.

So, yeah.

Guys, do you think it's ok if I go for an sex operation?

I've been thinking about it lately.

I don't know why.

Do you guys think it's worth it?

I think it's kinda worth it.

I really wanna change my identity and stuff.

If you guys have any suggestions, just message me at my handphone number.

Or even send me a personal message at MSN ok?

So, till here then.

I'm kinda tired to blog today.

Anything just text me or MSN.

Take care, stalkers.

Have a good night!

Still Being A Stoned Asshole!

2009-05-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hey stalkers! I've blogged just now in the morning at 7.45am.
So yeah, now it's already 4.30pm.
And I'm here blogging again about today.
Guess what, stalkers? I just woke up from my sleep.
But, still feeling very tired and weak.
And I'm still hungry. I've been eating a lot for the past few days.
Hey stomach, what's wrong with you? Don't tell me I'm gonna be fat soon.

Well, basically, my prepaid is low today.
Gonna go down and top up later.
But, I'm like lazy to get my whole body out of the house.
Feel like staying at home for the whole day.
By the way, I've got some good news!
I'm joining a dance crew with some of my friends.
It's Alyv Vogue's own dance crew. Of course not Voguelicious.
He thought of bringing Meow Meow and Hafiz Vogue in the dance crew.
And I told him this, "Like as if Meow Meow's gonna join if I'm around".
Come to think of it. It's Alyv Vogue's dance crew.

So, he can do whatever he likes and decide things for the crew.
We are just the dancers for the crew. Not more than that.
Yes, we can give suggestions to make things better.
Not give hatred to make a person feel worst about themselves.
Gosh! I'm quite nervous about joining the dance crew.
It's been quite a while since I dance.
All I know is that I like that boom boom pow.
Them KEWATS is jacking my style.
They try to copy my swagger.
I'm on that next shit now.

I'm so 3008.

They're so 2000 and late.

I got that boom, boom, boom.

That future boom, boom, boom.

But, never mind, I will give my best.
With Alyv Vogue's guidance, I know I can make it.
Do guide me more Alyv! Really need your help.
I love you, Alyv Vogue!
Okay, stalkers. I got to go now.
Will blog again soon okay?
Take care and have a nice day, stalkers!
Hugs and kisses from Kydd!

Staying Up Until 8.30am After A Long Day!

2009-05-20T07:29:00.000+08:00

Good morning, my dear stalkers!
It's like 7.45am now. And I just got home.
And I'm here having a stupid stoned and tired face.
Guess what? I was from Woodlands yesterday.
I went there at 7.30pm and reached at 9pm.
Gosh! The bus ride was like freaking slow.
Went to meet Erica, Ciner, Ray, Ryna & Edastar.

Hang out with them for like 3 hours.
Then, after that I met Alyv Vogue at Yishun at around 12 midnight.
Went up to his place to have a drink.
And soon after that, Stitch called me up.
So, Alyv Vogue and I decided to meet him at his house area to keep him company.
Because, he had an assignment to finish up.
After he had finish his assignment, he learned how to dance hip hop from Alyv Vogue.

That was the first time me and Stitch met.
Alyv Vogue keep on laughing and talking crap as in cracking some jokes.
At last, my bitching partner is back with me and we're still going crazy as usual.
Stitch went home at about 4am just now.
Then, Alyv Vogue and me proceeded to Alyv Vogue's place.
I can't believe that I'm learning how to dance from him.
Thank you so much, Alyv Vogue for guiding me into dancing hip hop!
Really appreciate it!

Gosh! I feel so freaking tired and hungry right now.
Wanna go eat, bath and then sleep.
Until here i blog for now.
Don't worry! I will update tonight or tomorrow morning.
Take care, stalkers!
Have a nice day!
Hugs and kisses from Kydd!

1st Time Blogging After So Long!

2009-05-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

Hey, stalkers!
Since this is the 1st time me blogging after so long.
So, yeah.
Do understand my situation right now.
I feel kind of funny blogging right now.

Now, I'm like at home.
Feeling damn bored.
Wanna go out, but don't know where to go.
Currently, chatting with Alyv Vogue on the phone.
We've been chatting since like 3 hours ago.
Been talking crap!
Gosh! I just miss him so much!
Alyv! Do meet soon alright?

Let's hang out and go crazy again!
Like how we used to have a few months back.
Thanks for being there for me.
Feel so much better after talking to you.
Haish!
I feel so sick and tired now.
Sick and tired of love life already.
Not once or twice that I've been going through the same thing.
It's like the sixth time already.
I don't wish to talk about it here.

Some of you guys just can't shut your mouths.
And you will start spreading things about me.
I've had enough of it already.
So yeah, until here i blog for today.
Do take care and have a nice day, stalkers!
Hugs and Kisses from Kydd!